I was sad because I had no shoes

I’ve been sad because I have no shoes. Or rather, I have loads of shoes, many of which I like. But none of which fit. Because my feet are still swollen.

They don’t look like this anymore, thank goodness.

My swollen feet

But I still have only three pairs of shoes that fit. Two pairs were bought during the swelly phase of the last days of my pregnancy and one pair is some flip flops left by an Australian…man…with hobbity feet. I also have a pair that VolMom bought while she was over here, but they only fit on good days.

So anyway, I was sad because I had no shoes that fit…until I met a doctor who said that my feet and leg swelling and tenderness could be a sign of deep vein thrombosis. So I’m spending today at the hospital getting blood drawn, and scans and such like. The scan department closes for lunch, so I’m here blogging and eating a grilled ham and cheese sandwich. There sure are some advantages to living across the street from the hospital.

Update:

On the upside – no clots. Hurray! But I do have to go back next week for another scan.

On the downside – you know when they say you should always have a nice pair of underwear because you never know when you might end up in the hospital. Well, that is advice I failed to heed and regretted deeply when the hot South African doctor did my scan. Yeah, I know I’m not exactly a hot property right now – six weeks post partum, swollen and with a little baby that looks just like his Dad. So the granny underwear was probably not the deal breaker.

slow recovery

This c-section nonsense sucks. What makes it even (slightly) worse is that I knew it would be bad and tried my darndenest to avoid one.

I’ve now had two incidents of incision blow out. The first being in a doctor’s office, the second in my bed in the early hours of Wednesday morning. These are some freaky experiences – leaking a LOT of fluid from your belly – a place where you hadn’t had a hole before. Like enough fluid to soak through gauze, nightgown, bedclothes, into the mattress… The first time I soaked through a whole bath towel and took a ride in an ambulance to the ER. On the upside, that saved me bus fair home – since the ER is less than a block from my house.

This time the fluid was darker in color. This time they seemed to take the incident a little more seriously.

I went back to my doctor for yet another round of antibiotics. I am feeling really frustrated because I’m not really sure what’s going on, I feel weak and tired, and the drugs aren’t kicking it.

I am trying to rest. I’ve been watching a lot of daytime tv. I find the shows I liked to watch in the 70s and early 80s the most restful: Quincy, Hart to Hart, I Dream of Jeanie, plus some Columbo and Perry Mason tv movies – still hoping to find a cache of re-runs of Love Boat and Fantasy Island on the cable.

I hab a cold

Slow blogging ’cause I’ve been really busy at work and now I hab a cold. I’m grabbing a sick day while I can, ’cause I suspect I’m gonna be slammed tomorrow. Even so – I still have to compose a presentation today.

I’d like to say “Everyone feel sorry for me, ’cause I’m pregnant and I have a cold and I can’t even take any cold medicine.”

But that cold medicine crap doesn’t work anyway, does it?