Cheesecake

So how much will Buddy hate me for this photo (and publishing it on the Internet)?

Namer’s remorse

Katie Allison Granju points to an article highlighting the phenomenon of baby namer’s remorse. Too many people on the baby forums I frequent were “I don’t care what other people say, I’m going to name him Laffable McStoopidname or Ridiculously Over-popular if it’s a girl.”

Maybe, just maybe, you should care what other people say. Now, I’m not saying you should necessarily bend to other people’s whims. There are lots of names that might be perfectly acceptable but that I would never use because it’s the name of an ex-boyfriend or that boogery girl in 3rd grade. But maybe a little market testing isn’t such a bad idea. And then you wouldn’t have to re-name your child. Not that I would do that, I’ve tried it with pets and unless you do it straight outta the pet rescue it doesn’t work. (Our own Fancy was aka Missy at Battersea.)

I knew the first name we had chosen would be popular – maybe even the number one choice in Tennessee (it has been for several years) and it makes the Top 10 in England and Wales, where it’s probably been since the decade or so after 1066. Although it’s not the US national choice, not even in the top 10. But it’s a name with a little bit of choice for nickname and it’s a family name. His middle name is in current vogue – not sure where it figures exactly – but again it’s a family name. And given that it’s a family and coincidentally reflects the Vol-in-Law’s Ulster heritage, too, it’s gone down well with both sides.

For a girl’s name, our choices were less solid. My favorite shortly before the gender was revealed to us rendering the discussion moot was Edith. No one much liked it, but I didn’t care – I was thinking of using Edie as a nickname. But recently I read that Edith might be on the comeback – and while for a boy’s name I like the traditional yet popular, for girls I like the traditional yet unusual. (Not unlike what my parents and the ViL’s parents did.)

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In the UK, I think it’s a bit easier and a lot cheaper to change your or a kid’s name.

down home taste

I didn’t actually give him SunDrop, I mean do you know what’s in that stuff?

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!

Not dead

We’re not dead. We’re just resting our eyes.

My mom has been visiting and we’ve been out and about seeing the sites and sounds and smells of London and environs. City sidewalks, busy sidewalks dressed in holiday style.

I’m pretty tired, ’cause what with my entertaining duties and all I’m not managing to get my 20 minutes of snooze during the Rockford Files. (It also works with other old crime solving series) It’s my sleuth sleep. I need it. Buddy is still waking in the night to eat. We’re almost to the point of serving him three meals a day – so maybe when that happens he’ll start sleeping through again.

He’s an American boy

Today we finally got to the US Embassy to register the birth of an American child. Our child, Buddy. After the calamity of trying to find our marriage papers which we needed (apparently) and requesting a last minute copy of my high school transcripts to prove I’d been in the US for a period of time, we were pretty convinced that we’d be missing something essential. Or that somehow the US Embassy records would be linked the University of Tennessee’s traffic citation section and that Buddy couldn’t get his passport until I’d paid off my brother’s campus parking tickets. And that was before we left the house.

We were only a little bit late leaving the house, but we didn’t reckon on the fact that we’d have to queue up in the rain (stupid really) or that all the sidewalks and the road in front of the embassy were completely torn up as part of a “beautification” effort. The US Embassy is one of if not the ugliest buildings in that area of London, and it takes more than a new forecourt and little bit of window cleaning to beautify that thing. If I weren’t afraid that it might be construed as a terrorist threat, I’d say that only a stick of dynamite could beautify that building. But anyway, why lie? They’re not beautifying – they’re bolstering the security cordon, which does need doing.

Another couple nipped ahead of us in the queue, so we were a couple of minutes late for our appointment, otherwise we’d have been there on the stroke of eleven.

Now, when I say appointment, I assume that means we’ll meet up at the appointed time (or slightly later since I’m punctuality challenged) and we’ll discuss stuff and then we’ll part having accomplished something.

When the Federal Gummint says appointment, they mean that’s the earliest that you should show up to wait in their well appointed waiting room.

I digress:
A few words on the waiting room. It’s oddly transatlantic. The snack machine is stocked with oreos and Hershey bars and pretzels and Reese’s Cups (American snacks not usually found in British vending machines and Scottish shortbread and flapjacks (oaty bars).

The signs say “Please place your rubbish in the bins” and “Please place your trash in the bin”.

There were a few toys in the corner and posters suggesting that we register to vote and a lot of families with small babies who looked they’d already been waiting a very long time. A very, very long time. And if I thought that long waits for officialdom were bad when I had sudoku and a novel to keep me occupied – well, with a little baby they’re that much worse.

We also waited a long time and I had rehearsed my explanation of why I didn’t have the exact dates of my various entries and exits from the US. Like my one evening trip over the border to Ciudad Juarez. I can’t recall the exact date, but the buckets of Corona were mas barato.

Anyway, I don’t know exactly what checks they do – but they didn’t want my high school transcripts (though it was interesting to see how my memories of high school matched up with my permanent record) Nor did they want the sordid tale of the one night in Mexico and the buckets of Corona and goodness knows what else. But they took the papers away and deemed that I qualified as sufficiently American to pass my rights along to Buddy. We swore or affirmed some stuff and paid a lot of money – almost $200 for the paperwork including first passport and £15 for the new passport and social security card to be sent to Master Buddy Vol-in-Law. And then they told us that Buddy was indeed American – and with this finding he had, in fact, been American all along.

We were warned – strongly – by the Consular official not to lose this very important piece of paper. And we tried, very hard, to give him a look like “Who us? Do we look like the kind of people who would lose such a thing?”

And one day, son you could be President

Or maybe not. I had heard that if you got this retroactive citizenship certificate, that meant that your child wouldn’t be denied the opportunity to sit behind the desk at the Oval Office just because that American was foolish enough to be born on foreign soil. On our explanatory paperwork that accompanies the certificate of a Consular Report of a Birth Abroad that proves that Buddy was always American is this nifty little paragraph:

Running for President or for Congress
Legal scholars disagree whether someone born overseas to a US parent or parents is considered a “natural born Citizen” one of the Constitutional requirements to become President of the United States. The courts have never made any definitive ruling on this section of the Constitution. One US Senator introduced a bill in October 2004, however, to clarify what this term actually means. If this bill becomes law, your child would definitively be considered a “natural born Citizen” of the US and therefore could run for the White House. At ay rate, as an American citizen your child can indeed run for Congress, even though born overseas,….

and then the kicker

…but he/she would still have to meet the Constitutional residency and age requirements to run for the House or Senate.

So no matter how well your little tot can press the flesh and work the room and raise money and no matter how bright you think their political future ought to be they still have to wait til they’re way past kindergarten.

But I guess the point is, it’s never actually been tested by the courts. Anyway, I wouldn’t want Buddy to be President. I wouldn’t want those pesky reporters looking into Mommy’s colorful past. And besides, who would want to vote for a guy who said:

My fellow Americans, I end tonight where it all began for me- I still believe in a place called Tooting.

Buddy’s first passport pictures

Buddy’s half birthday

Cletus is six months old today. And now that he’s reached his half birthday he’s hardly Cletus the Fetus anymore. So from now on, he has a new blog name: Buddy. Sure, it’s still a pseudonym. Sure, it’s still a little redneck. But we do actually call him Buddy – some of the time anyway. And I don’t reckon he’ll sue me for the cost of therapy if he reads his blog name was Buddy.

Anyway, I’m very proud of myself for having made it this far. After all, I’ve had pets that haven’t made it this far. Mammal pets, I’m ashamed to say. And pets aren’t nearly as much trouble as babies.

Still, I know that getting this far isn’t actually the universally recognized benchmark of success. And I also know we haven’t done everything right – for example, it’s 10pm and Buddy is watching a Canadian crime drama. That’s not right on so many levels, but it’s keeping him quiet.

They didn’t fancy our chances

This was taken before the SEC Championship game yesterday. Clearly Buddy and Smokey don’t think much of our chances. And boy, were they right – but not by much. The Vols did pretty good for themselves. I’m down, but not cussin’. Heck, considering the way things started out – I think the season ended pretty well.

And you know what was the best thing? I actually got to watch the game – via pay per view at College Sports TV. The website’s a little clunky and streaming video is never crystal clear nor very big – but I was actually watching live. Awesome.

Chunky monkey

My baby is not a chunky guy. He’s just not. My dad was visiting recently and downloaded some photos he’d taken when Cletus was about six weeks old. He looks like a little skeleton baby. He looks almost like one of those little African starving babies. At least that’s what he looks like to me now. Anyway, he wasn’t a chubby little roly poly baby.

When he was about three months old, I took him to the garden show and some older woman asked me how old he was and I said and she said that was about the same age as her grandson. But her grandson was so much bigger. She asked me how much my baby weighed. I told her (I think it was about 12 pounds). She looked shocked. I said “Yeah, he’s little.” He was about the 9th percentile for weight at that point – meaning about 90% of babies his age weighed more than he did. And then she said her grandson was 16 pounds. Her grandson was just growing and thriving. He was just coming on leaps and bounds.

Shut the fuck up, I wanted to say. I wanted to say “Hey, you know I’m sure you’re thrilled with your grandson’s growth. And while on the one hand I don’t actively want him to shrivel up and fade away on the other hand I don’t know you and I don’t really care and I don’t know why you think I would care. I don’t begrudge you your little chunky monkey, but just so you know I’m actually very worried about my son’s growth. I don’t know why you’d want to rub in the fact that your grandson seems to be doing better than my boy when you could equally well take private pleasure in it or share it with the parents of your grandson later. But I don’t really need you exacerbating my anxiety so you can get off in some kind of weird way. You old freak.”

She probably didn’t mean anything by it. But her co-grandma, who was standing next to her, looked a little uncomfortable, too. So I know it wasn’t just me.

Anyway, it all worked out. Here’s Cletus looking like a lumberjack and he’s ok.

And there he is as an elf.

He’s so OK, in fact, he’s up to just over 17 lbs and according to CDC weight charts he’s on the 50th centile. He’s Mr Median. (According to English charts based on formula fed babies he’s just above the 40th centile).

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A blogger with a new baby is having trouble*. She’s finding life with a newborn difficult. Really, it’s probably all OK or will be OK, but it’s really, really hard. And I think she probably feels like if she complains it will seem like she’s not grateful for her much wanted baby.

I tell you what, I wonder if I’m guilty of “My baby is easy. I breezed through the newborn thing. He’s a walk in the park. I’m a kick-ass breast feeder. My baby can already drive and I would let him start University next fall, but well…I’m needy.” A little bit like that crazy grandma and her fat lump of a grandson.

Anyway, if I have been – I’m sorry. I’m just trying to accentuate the positive. The newborn thing sucked. It was awful. In the early days, I had to remind myself that if I didn’t take adequate care of him the law would come after me. I had to tell myself “Fake it til you make it,” because I really didn’t feel especially bonded with him. Not like all those other women on-line “It was love at first sight…” blah, blah, blah. I couldn’t imagine my life without him. Well, I could and often did. I kept thinking about how I heard that Bulgarian babies were bringing about 50,000 Euros and so how much more would my baby be worth on the black market? (To a good home only – and yes, I know it’s ethnocentric to rate my baby higher, but it was my fantasy)

Breastfeeding actually wasn’t that bad for me, but there was an awful lot of doubt about whether he was getting enough nutrition. And there were many times that I was just plain tired of it and felt like it was sucking the life out of me.

Cletus screamed and screamed. At one point, I thought we’d never be able to eat a meal in peace again. He still can’t stand to be put down much. He’s now old enough to go into a door jumper and a baby activity center – but he doesn’t like them if you’re not actually looking at him. And heaven forbid you should do something like blog.

He does cry a lot less, but that’s because we’re better trained to attend his needs as quickly as possible.

Actually, now that we’re approaching six months, it’s a lot better. He’s a lot cuter. He’s more interactive. We can kind of share experiences. Really. Like when I help him pet a cat (his fave thing). It’s still hard, but the rewards are greater. I guess this parenting thing is always hard, but as you go on it’s hard in a different way.

I don’t know if this makes you feel any better mystery blogger. Probably not. But I just want you to know you’re not alone.
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*I’d link to this blogger, but I don’t think she’d want me to. I will if she lets me know.

baby food

Pureed lentils come out about the same way they went in.